PLEASE READ THESE TERMS: 8.5.09Y
11:33
greetings..for the previous post.
well, i wasnt sure if it was me or some other girl. but anyone who did read that post and knows about me, would definately think its me you're referring to. i wasnt the one who passed by that post, but a friend of mine. she was like..
"u know, aku rase kau bace nie..aku tak tau if itu kau atau sape..but u cross my mind when i was reading this.. after all, i guess kau sorg yg tau if its u or not.."
i was totally cuaght off guard with that post. but anyway, thxs for letting me know it wasnt me.
30.4.09Y
10:26
Greetings...There are things in life where we could learn from our mistakes. And there are things in life where we never learn from our mistake. Well, im the one who learn yet keep repeating the same mistakes. I know that this blog is no longer in use but I just have to post this. Life hasn’t been easy or hard for me. I’ve tried to make things easier but some others would just make it harder for me. But thanks to the one who is closed to me, im glad I have the strength to move on.
#1 There is this guy. We were classmates when we were sec4&5. He’s a good friend and sweet. He never fails to brighten up another person’s day. I treated you as a friend, a very good friend. You had a girl back then and yes, I know you loved her a lot. The times we spend laughing our ass out during lesson, the time when you teased me and ash and all... I missed those times. When you broke up with her last year, you told me that you were sad and you needed someone to talk to. So I was there, comforting you tru MSN because that’s the only way to contact you. Even though I will only be online for just 10minutes, for me, you are the one who made me smile though I was the one who is supposed to comfort you. After disappearing for a few month, you suddenly appear back, but not as a friend but as a lover. And even though you know what im going tru right now and the situation im in, you still want to be with me. Why? I’ve been telling you I’ve got a bf but you say you wouldn’t mind. I feel like its unfair not just for you but also for my bf and I. I’ve been avoiding you and all because I don’t want to give you any hope. You’re a great guy and I’m sure you’ll find someone who is much better than me. And I miss those times when we were classmates. Yes, I’ve kept your identity disclosed as you’ve asked.
#2 Then there’s another one. I don’t know why I fall for him. Maybe because he’s such a sweet talker. I don’t know but I guess so. Life was easy when im with you. You’re good at anything and everything. You taught me a lot of stuff. You made me feel like im on cloud nine but it was just a short serial drama. After we break up, you messaged me a month later asking me how’s life and stuff. I’m thankful for that too friend. Though we didn’t talk or see each other eye-to-eye when we met, I guess its better this way. Thanks for the fortune you spend on me when we went out and good luck friend.
#3 The other one. I’ve got a lot to say about you. I guess you are the one whom I’ve loved before. You kept me waiting and waiting. I have no idea why I kept falling for you. I remember where you first took me, where you confess your feelings (in the bus, remember?) and stuff. I appreciate you a lot. But all I get was seeing you with other girls and yes, more girls. Fast forward. You called me and said you were sorry because you thought that its all your fault to begin with and you felt like you were responsible for what that has happened to me. I thought you were hurt seeing me like this. But I guess it’s just a drama. Well, a round of applause to you. You’ve received the award for making me believe you again. What you’ve posted on your blog is the opposite of what you said to me on the phone. Is that how you felt towards me? An ass?
#4 this guy here.. he is ok. everything was great. he's good at talking and i dont feel a single awkward moment when im with you. we went out for like a few times before i notice something that is not right with you. well, you went out with me, get close to me because you know what i can do. like WTF? do you think im a whore? eh, come on larh.. go lorong 8geylang and pay those workers la.. im not one of them.
#5 another guy.. i found you rather cute when i first saw you. you are not like the others. i thought you are good, but it turns out that you cant be trusted. everytime we got into an arguement, you would please me with your wealth. first of all, i wasnt after your dumb wealth. and secondly, those money wasnt even yours, but your parents.
#6 another jerk. met you tru a friends gathering. caught you cheating me once with your ex, but i didnt let my guards down. you love to lay your hands on me when we fight. but not even once am i scared of you. those mistakes..was just so good for me to get into trouble.. thxs, because of you, i learnt how to two-timed you with another guy. haha..
Well, there’s more. I’ll continue nect time. seriously shit, i hate these..
Till then, bye.
19.2.09Y
14:38
deleted all the previous posts..some are gd memories..and some contains bad and sad memories..
NOT USING ANYMORE.
TAG FOR NEW BLOG LINK. =)